Closure With Lindsay

Jan. 30st.                                                                                           

Today is Lindsay’s 23rd birthday.  I listen to all that is going on and not going on in her world. I remember what it feels like to be her age. I know all I can do is listen to her and love her. We pull out the boxes of [...]

An Evening with Dragons

Jan. 29th
Tonight we will celebrate our farewell with a dinner invitation to a friend Gayle’s house. 
The dining table is set in a curious way. In the center are 4 Resin Chinese Dragons. On each of our place setting is a red string with a tiny metal dragon symbol and a couple of [...]

There is Magic in Letting Go

Jan. 28th.
Spending a lot of time today, still sorting and discarding old files. Had very little sleep and pushing too hard, but the movers are coming in just a few days. Don’t want to keep taking this stuff from place to place. It’s time to finally look through it all and take only [...]

Shedding Skin

Jan. 27th
I get a call in response to the ad and drive an hour to sell the Massage table. I still have things to pack a lot of work files to sort and I’m feeling stressed. Watching my behavior I can see my unacknowledged fears are causing me to work non-stop without breaks. [...]

Passing It On

Jan. 26th.
I decided to give my niece and four nephews some of my parent’s heirlooms. Passing them on to the next generation is surely a way to hold memories, retell stories and pass the love to the next generation.
I hold the 3 wrist watches that belonged to my dad. I keep one, and [...]