Peace With Not Knowing
Marlene’s Mid-Life Diary
The recruiter called today and told me I did not get the job. I had very mixed feelings of disappointment and relief. The thought of a 9-5 job did not make me happy, the income did.
She said the hired someone who already knew the software systems who would require no training. I told her I would be open to part-time work if they still needed help. Truth is that feels better and less restrictive to me.
Meanwhile I have to find a way to feel comfortable in this place of not knowing. Maybe my being brought full circle was to test my ego, to see if I had the humility to go wherever I am led. In any case I have relaxed into trusting that something better is in store for me.

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